i am headed to cali for the week. i am excited and then not.
just found out my uncle passed, and im preparing for a weekend
with my sister for her bridal shower. she is bridezilla. and still the loss of breath, hopeful wedding vows and growing daughter doesnt stop the car brakes from going out. 600 clams that say do it now or rest in heaven too... if i could be more unfunny, i couldnt.
nationals is finally over and most of the city is calm. there are egos waiting
to be stroked - and if i have to be the stroker, they will continue to wait. cause
i aint playing that game again. its too tiring. i am good at what i do. give me
a chance to show u -- or not.
either way, i will find a way to do something else. with just as much impact and even more accolades.
and who waits for the world to clap for them anywayz?
i dont have the patience. cali girl on a eastern time is a bad mix for impatience. and i wear it well. like WHAT?
my team continues to make me proud. i guess i cant call them my kids anymore, huh? they all grown n ish. but they were grown when they got there - in their own way. poetry slam just has a way of mutilating our young - so i try to be the keeper of all things innocent, beautiful and wholly...
i love u gang. ya make me proud upon uttering your name. and no one wanted it like u did.
i miss amari. she calls me everyday and acts as if my randomness is cute. she comforts me when telling me she misses me more than i could ever miss her. and for an instant, i am happy. that i could impact that little girl's life even from afar. she is brilliant. and omniprescent and better than any poem i could ever write.