i should be sleeping
but how do you sleep when you are fixated with rape
i am reading alice sebold's lucky
it makes me feel as reflective as the title
i could have so many more bad experiences than remembered
but i have a growing daughter
love for writing
and the ability to make a GREAT living at doing what i love
i work with kids, actually taking all those poems on stage into
fuk the choir
i misspell curse words because my kids will google me soon
and i want to be as responsible as possible when saying, yes,
i cursed. but i am grown. what's your excuse?
and they will ignore me. but will still find other words
to use when writing their poems.
and i won't feel as bad when my daughter rushes home to tell
me she showed her teacher my website today, again...
i am on a diet. more watching the weight than dieting.
i walk in mornings if i can sleep enough during the night
and my intake of sweets and snacks have lessened by 90%
i am proud of my luck
it affords me the write to talk to you like this...