Tuesday, January 11, 2005

resolution #2

try forgiveness & find peace within


i hold grudges. i really do. i am trying to get that taurean character out of my system -- though i know it may be a futile attempt, the fact that i am conscious of it may curb some of its setbacks. i am ready to forgive these people, even if i can not be around them. so here it goes:

mom: i understand you have to live your life. i am sorry i dont agree with all the things that have done and continue to do. i wish you the best.

father: i understand you have to live your life. i am sorry i dont agree with all the things that you have done and continue to do. i will no longer blame you for my apprehensiveness towards men. i am certain you did the best that you knew how. i wish you the best.

brother: i understand you have to live your life. i am sorry i dont agree with all the things that you have done and continue to do. i hope you find a space that will allow you growth as a person and a father. i wish you the best.

i have to work on the rest of the list... what's your resolution(s)? now be honest.

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