ive needed time to sort through things.
dont know what the conclusion is, as i seem to be
still working thru it
dont know where that will lead me
or leave me
what i do know is this.
i dont like sometimey shyt.
never have -- never will.
i am who i am
always have been
even now. i worry about you
but i cant walk you thru this
i can ask you to be honest with yourself
that is something only you will find
within. and then it will make sense
this whole world
this crazy place
these painful times
will envitably work themselves out
with or without your consent
[ed note: on friendship and the importance of sisterhood]