when i grow up:

i wanna be BEYONCE.
i decided while watching a day in the life type of deal on MTV2
where my girl amanda diva was hosting (go mama!) and that's when i realised
she's doing the damn thing!
cats be hating on her, ex-members -- whateva!

im thinking: she is gorgeous
can sing like whitney before crack
she is statuesque but still looks like she enjoys eating (something i pride myself in)
she is kicking it with jigga...now jigga i can do without (his flow is sick but that's it...)
and she is mega rich...open to trying new things like acting (though i think she should cut that ish out) and producing (which i applaud her on!)
and she is incredibly nice... not bitchy, but down home gyrl NICE...

yup. so i decided. i wanna be BEYONCE when i grow up... now i just have to start doing some voice lessons, and wearing stilletos when performing... i dunno, i'm kinda infatuated with my adidas collection -- but hey. im down for the new ness... super star dom here i come!