Tuesday, December 21, 2004

this so called life

back in oakland
drove for 2 and a half hours to get to the raleigh airport to fly to 3 different states (damn southwest) before i finally got here. but im here! went straight to it's all good, a banging bakery in the bay, and picked up a peach cobbler (fresh outta the oven) then went to emma's and got a catfish dinner (cmon, you know i can grub)... feelin much heavier. no doubt because of the family issues that plague many dysfunctional groups - im sure.

my favorite uncle got outta jail on sunday, great to hear his voice. my aunt and i finally got to talk after some long months. and i've been watching myself watching my younger cousin (14) rub her swollen belly holding a 7month old fetus... feels wierd. all of this. i work with young girls like her. sometimes i feel like i messed up. worried about the world of flowers instead of my own garden! then i get a call from urban word. doing two more workshops for them! women in hip hop: a writers group & performance poetry...

think i can give this global takeover thing another try? gotta go look at the enormous stomach and try no to let her see me cry.

3 comments:

Vett said...

Hello my name is Vet
I drive a Corvette,
It may look like a Kia
But it is my lovely, kids say Moma Mia

I tried to write a poem so that maybe you will call me sometimes or come by and see me. Oh well, I will work on my lines.

Mahogany L. Browne said...

u are crazee! but im definitely diggin' the flow!

Unknown said...

"on a world tour with mobrown the princess...."

it's danny from VA. love the blog. have to link it to mine. stay you homie...